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Pokemon card i choose you!
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[7.9.08 - 1.28pm] |
Well i got a new job, i now work at tossers in the city. I like it there, it's fun and when ever it gets boring there are always pretty chefs around to perv on so a win win situation the way i see it. I guess they like me there because i have been doing a fair bit of work ...it's good having a job again.
It was pretty cool/weird, daz (jennas new boyfriend) told me that the cake chef went up to him the other day and started to talk about how hot i was and that then started a whole kitchen wide discussion as to how i am hot in a sophisticated way and such so i guess yay for me i might get some hot tossers action!
Jono is confusing me again, He and Anna broke up and ever since we have been hanging out more again and i don't know nothing has been said to really confuse me it's just more the way he is acting...the exact same way as last time. I'm fairly sure i don't want anything like that again with him that i just want to be friends but i don't know with all the confussingness of confusion. I just wish that he could make up his mind and i could make up my mind and we both stuck to the decision.
Oh it's yay for me but for the first time since year 9 probably i passed every class that i did this term...and in the 1 term that i was at lake i got almost the same number of points that i got from hawker in more then a year!!
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| Maccas |
[5.20.08 - 3.53pm] |
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So i need a job, i very much dislike being out of work, i dislike it so much i'm considering going back to maccas...shock horror. The only thing is mum pays me to go to school and said if i were to get a job again she would stop paying me so i have to try and do it on the sly make my available hours not to late so i can just bus it home and she will be none the wiser mwahahahaha (sees epic fail in future)
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[4.21.08 - 12.05pm] |
Stolen from cabanandhisemo
Rules:
1. Pick 16 of your favorite movies. (bugger thinking of 16 heres 10)
2. Go to IMDb.com and find a quote from each
3. Post them here for everyone to guess.
4. Strike it out when someone guesses correctly, and put who guessed it and the movie.
5. NO GOOGLING/using IMDb search functions.
1. What are you doing here, honey? You're not even old enough to know how bad life gets.
2. I don't get it, we grew up in the same house. You land Johnny Rocket Boy, I keep getting different versions of Throws-Up-on-Himself Elmo.
3. I am a leaf on the wind - watch how I soar
4. Is it possible that we got so wasted last night that we bought a lifetime supply of pudding and then totally forgot about it?
5. Cross your heart... hope to die... stick a needle in your eye, shake your bottom if you got 'em.
6. Quiver ladies, quiver.
7. I don't eat pussy.
8. This is exactly what you hear about when people go into the deep woods in the middle of the summertime! Aside from getting all sorts of diseases and things, they just wind up being the victims of some kind of unexpected man-rape!
9. You know what you can do with that watch? Stick it up your arse!
10.The only thing that matters is the ending. It's the most important part of the story. And this one, is very good. This one is perfect.
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[4.1.08 - 11.58am] |
So, well i'm getting forced to go back to school for second term so i start on monday at lake i guess. I have to stay in mainstream for abit but then hopefully i will get into fast track which meand i will be able to finish half way through next year which is a yay.
God darn it i am currently sitting at home waiting for david because my stupid cars battery is flat because it has faulty wiring to the lights so yeah when it is really cold over night my brake lights and shiz turn on *shakes fist* i'm getting it fixed tomorrow...at 7 in the morning but meh hopefully they will fix the lights as well because i will tell them about it and what not, stupid fricken car.
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| job search fail |
[3.20.08 - 8.12pm] |
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Job searching is gay. Jobs are gay. Money is gay. I hope it all dies in a hole.
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[8.17.07 - 5.13pm] |
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Well i successfully went to every single class for a week! just 3ish more i spose to go! then hopefully i will be in the habit of going to classes and just keep going.
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[7.22.07 - 10.10pm] |
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I'm just so sick of everyones bullshit lately, it's always the same old shit repeating it's self...yeah it might be someone different or a slightly different reason but in the end it's always the same old shit and i'm sick of being put in the middle. If your angry don't take it out on other people, if your sad don't try and make people feel guilty by crying, if you've made a choice to do something then bloody own up to it.
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[7.14.07 - 12.30am] |
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Well i'm kinda drunk right now, so if there was anything you wanted to ask me nows the time...even if you don't see this right now if you ever wanted to ask me something please feel free to do it and yeah. BTW sorry rhiannon i messaged you off of my brothers phone and forgot to put my name on it my bad
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[6.28.07 - 3.04pm] |
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Well i was made to apply for Maccas 2 nights ago, it can't be that bad really? atleast if i get it i will have a job again and money and such. Rob and Matt both said they would put a really good word in for me and try to get me the job so i guess that is a good thing. It's got the hours i want like i would rather work after school rather then on the weekend and yeah so that should be good. They emailed me today saying that my application is currently under review and that they will inform me in 2 weeks about the outcome. Matt was saying if i got it i will probably be on the registers because i already have training in that area, i would rather be out back because then that way i wouldn't have to deal with customers but meh. Well i spose in 2 weeks i could be a Mcslave.
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[6.20.07 - 5.29pm] |
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Note to self: Don't every get excited or even just optimistic about a job possability, because i can barly even make proper sentances infront of a crowd of people it will never work out, stop now while i am half and half with the getting jobs and not getting jobs, it will make me lead a happier less rejectful life.
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[6.2.07 - 8.08pm] |
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I really need to borrow a hard disk/hard drive what ever it is called...in exchange i can get you pretty much any movie/series you want.
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[5.9.07 - 11.41am] |
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note to self:don't watch a vedio showing a guy getting his tounge split when you have spent about 7 hours straight puking up stomache lining/bloode/god knows what else was in there.
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[4.19.07 - 4.43pm] |
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Life is irrelevant
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[3.31.07 - 1.56am] |
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Well then...currently at Beth's house. Tonight went between belco and civic as usual, nothing interesting or special. Came here and made Chris and Matt sneak out, we put planks of wood in the middle of the road :P. I've decided i like it here better then cook and yeah, i wonder if Beth would notice if i started to live in her back yard...i would say probably yes but you never know, she would probably notice me on the bus everything morning...or maybe not if i sat right up the front wearing a trench coat and big glasses and such. Yeah that would never work, but it would be fun for awhile at least!!
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| Eat your own foot and die |
[3.28.07 - 11.39pm] |
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Shitty people being shitty then getting shitty at me for being shitty at them!
School sucks
Life sucks
Everything and everyone sucks
Die in a hole
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[3.3.07 - 12.11am] |
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meh. I don't know everything just seems to be building up right now and pushing down and taking me down as well and i probably sound like a hippy or something but oh well, everything is just so stressful right now and i don't know what to do about everything but then again about nothing. I can just see me failing at life because i am just like my brother and will end up living off of mum like a junky hobo. Stupid sickness that i can't seem to get over and just keeps coming back and all it just sucks and is a really bad time for all this to be happening. And i am going to stop now because i am just having a cry about nothing and probably sound like well i'm not gonna say who but yeah anyway so long
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[2.21.07 - 7.46pm] |
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Well then, haven't updated in a long long time, so i guess if you want to know what i have been doing either ask me or read someone elses blog, been with them most of the time.
Started college few weeks ago, already failed one class because i didn't show up so i get to give blood instead to pass and i figured out if i give blood every 6 weeks i will get 8ish points altogether and only have top do 3 classes a semester!! which i doubt they will let me do but it's worth finding out about because i mean i'd get 4 lines off!! i'd never have to be at school pretty much how sweet would that be!
It's raining right now =D=D rain is good, i walked home from work in it and yay!
well i think i have run out of things to talk about pretty much...i think that is a first shock horror, i make my self laugh...i know i am lame and stupid and feel free to comment this fact, but yes anyway bye now
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[1.13.07 - 9.15pm] |
****Things i want to do before I die****
not in order
-Get atleast 3 tattoos
-Get 5 piercings
-Become a firefighter
-Get fit and healthy
-Move out of home
-Have my first boyfriend (I know, I know, I have never had a boyfriend before...I have had girlfriends, but somehow i don't think that is the same)
-Have sex in a freezer, in a ball pit, in a pool, on a plain
-Raise atleast 1 gay child...prefrably a boy
-Go to Ireland
-Win mine and Rhiannons bet
-Have a bath in jelly
-Meet any of these people Bam, Johnny Knoxville, Seth Green, James Masters, David Boreanez, Eliza Dushku, Count Von COunt(i know he is a muppet)William Shatner (more will probably be added
-Drink my self stupid/passed out in a ditch
-Make the first move
-Be high on some kind of drug/s for a week straight
-Become a clean tidy person
-Go sky diving
-Join a water polo team
-Make friends with a random person all in black with many many peircings and tattoos who also does some kind of drug
-Learn to not be angry
-Become up to date with the happenings of the world
-Join a protest against something (again)
-Go backstage at a concert
-Have sex with someone famous
-Have sock yellow shoes/matching bag
-Have my hair a really bright crazy colour
-Catch many busses through all of Canberra
There are many more things, but my brother needs the internet, so i will finish this some other time
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[1.6.07 - 11.58am] |
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It's funny with friends how one day you can be really good friends and want to spend tones of time with that other person, and then the next you never want to see them again. How people change, and grow apart. How sometimes your left woundering how it happened and why and all you want is to be friends with that person again because you actually miss their company and the happiness they gave you or even the sorrow either way it doesn't matter. Unless your the other person who made the choice to move away, to not want to talk to you or see you. How everyone has different boundaries. Different ideas of whats fun, or different images of depression or other mental disabilities. How someone can be so intune with other peoples feelings and someone else can just block it all out. How everone deals with tings differently, some eat, some get depressed, some never want to be alone.
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[12.29.06 - 9.37am] |
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Boring Christmas...entertaining christmas eve tho, stayed up talking to Reynolds and Brian. Oh and i think that Guy is Jarrahs bitch...he calls here often and seems hurt when Jarrah isn't here and he is the only one who leaves his name and number to give to Jarrah....and Jarrah goes out with him like every second day....and thats who jarrah spent Christmas with like, stayed out over night with *nink nink wudge wudge* and yeah.
Hopefully New Years is better, so far out of everyone i have told i think 3 people have said they could come, so yay fun...oh well matt is convincing Brian, Caban, and Strazco to come which means kyle will probably come as well. Vince is coming so we can get him to bring kylie and becks i hope, so it should be getting better...and and and i get to mow the lawn today yay!!!! no sarcasm intended i like doing gardning...i am so sad :( oh well...should go now, bye all
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